Money Money Money

Why can't I be more like my oldest sister? She knows how to manage her earnings/money in general.

She has a comfortable home (incredibly jealous) a car (why do people want to know the make of a car?.....surely it's more important that it actually runs and gets you to places safely..and that it's cheap) she has a husband and child (I used to be jealous until I met Chris.. we're not planning on getting married yet though... it's only been 5 months!!...and a child is a bit too big of a step for now) She worked her way up the career ladder (very proud of her but if only I could do that... I'm sure I could- but it's so hard to find a job) and she is very beautiful and is adored wherever she goes (we're beautiful in our own ways I suppose)

I love her very much and I just wish I could be more like her, but I really don't know how to.

I am trying to find a job but there's nothing available! The parents are nagging me to try harder- but what are they expecting me to do?

To be honest- I guess I'm making it harder for myself by saying I don't want to work in a shop. The reason being is because I think I'd be rubbish at it... selling things- I wouldn't know what to say! "this cushion is made out of...... pigs' furr"... (eurgh) is that believable?? or maybe.... "This dress is the same design as Julia Roberts dress from the movie Notting Hill" ... what a load of rubbish!

I just don't know what to do??

Yes I'm a Temp- but I don't want to be a temp all my life.... it's not too bad but it would be nice to earn enough to get a place of my own.

I've always wanted my music to be noticed- but who doesn't want their music to be noticed these days? I may have a chance- but I don't know how to go about doing it??

Make money.

Concider My Options:
Receptionist,
Secretary,
School Assistant,
Shop Assistant,
Administrative Work,
General Office Work,
......Been looking online for anything along the lines of the above... but no such luck for me I'm afraid!

Will keep looking... and I suppose I should ask my sister for advice....